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When yo Nigga Don't Show You No LOVE!
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What Should you do when yo nigga don't show you no LOVE, rarely responds to your text messages and phone call?
A) Drop Him.
B) Wait.
C) Move to the Next.
D) Treat him the way he treat you.
Flashback
Man I remember the time I got back in touch with my lil homie I use to be cool with for some time. but we never really did anything because he was in a long term "relationship" for some time: and I'm not the type to fuck up a relationship even though his nigga was doing him wrong. Plus I didn't like boyfriend ass when I first saw him, I'm sure he recognized me as competition even without me trying to take his man. But you know how that shit is I didn't mind waiting until they broke up... So some time had passed and I came across my boy again still sexy as fuck. I always played him to the left when I saw him because I didn't want him to think that I was on some grimy shit even though he wanted to get up with me to. So one summer night I was around his neighborhood and he invited me over to kick it and play some video games and watch some movies while e babysat him nephews.
We stayed up late until the nephews fell asleep then he made him move on me. I told him that I'm not trying to fuck if the ass wasn't gone be mine when I finish. He told me that him and hi dude had been over for some time and that he could do whatever he wanted. Shid he didn't have to say shit else. He took off his clothes and his body got my dick on hard, nice solid chest and arms thick thighs a nice dick and a fat ass. This nigga was a dream to me. I couldn't believe that I was finally about to fuck him after all these years. the first time I saw him I wanted to fuck him on the spot. That how fuckin sexy he was to me and most dudes can't make me feel that way. I kissed his sexy as lips and gripped is fat ass slipped my finger betweens his slightly hairy asshole and felt the warmth of his asshole. He went down to my dick and started to deep throat my dick. His mouth felt so good all I could do was close my eyes and smile. he looked up and wisped "I anyways wanted yo ass" and I told him that "I always wanted him to."
I pushed hi onto the bed and started sucking his dick I grabbed his hand and placed it on the back of my head to that he could be in control. he pulled me closed and we kissed rubbing and grabbing each others body. I rolled him onto his stomach grabbed his fat ass and started to eating the fuck out of him, making love to his asshole with my lips and tongue. Once is ass was wet I asked him for a condom he said he "only had one and a little lube." I told him "I only need one." I slipped the condom onto my dick and he put the lube on his ass and my dick and I began to slowly grid on his ass, slowly trying to open him up. But he was way to tight we both trying in different positions with him on top and me on bottom to me on top and him on the bottom everything we tried didn't work. So I didn't get to fuck him. We deiced to just lay up naked in bed together. I held him in my arm and we fell a sleep.... But
Later that night we both woke up horny and sweating from the heat of our bodies touching and his ass was wet enough for me to slide my dick inside of his tight little asshole. But we didn't fuck... We made love, over and over and over non-stop passion. We held a good connection taking turns with him throwing his ass back onto my dick and squeezing and gripping my dick with his asshole to me slowly stroking and fucking him in ever position. holding him down to be sure he would only come from me fucking him and not from him jagging off. Then when we finished I didn't even pull out I kept my dick inside the warmth of his asshole, pulled him close held him tight and we fell a sleep for about 20 minutes before his nephews woke us up knocking on the door. I would say that it wasn't a one night stand at all it was just the begging for something more. But we lost contact when I left for school we still talk and I still gt the same feeling that I had when I first saw him.
Oh yeah and I almost ended up fucking his so called boyfriend to LMAO! But thats another story. He was weak and dirty lol. Spit a good game but was way to lame for me. Plus I wanted his nigga anyways and when I found out that they where still together I thought I should hurt his feeling and telling him I fuck his boyfriend, then they would break up and he would me mine. But thats way to low for me, lol. Like me fucking his boyfriend on the low wasn't. That nigga had some good ass and I know he loved my dick to sine I was the first nigga to make him cum off fucking him. Now you can't say that wasn't some hot shit!
I wouldn't mind him having my baby LMAO!
WHATS LOVE?
Love doesn’t really exist. Love is a choice, it’s a will, you can only love someone if you choose to. Love is a phase that you choice to live in, it is a form of fantasy that is created by a persons imagination, and a lot of peoples imaginations are a lot more active then others. a lot of people search for it because of the feeling that you experience, when you choose to live in a world other then reality. True love is only exist when you find someone who is willing to except all of you, flaws and all. While you are willing to do the same working to improve each other. That’s why ex’s always seem to “return” to each other, that’s why most people can’t let go of each other. They continue to return to the person that once helped create structure and satiability in their lives. The person that helped to build them up the most, making them strong enough to move on, the one that choose to show the most care and concern in their life. When someone impacts your life deeply, it is unavoidable to eventually want to return to that person, and that is when most people began to be taken advantage of. Because that is when they are most venerable because of their dependency. If you receive the opportunity to actually meet me, and allow me to become a part of your life, then you may experience why I am considered the best. I have the ability to make fantasies into reality. Don’t search for love, because you will never find it, you have to be WILLING to love someone unconditionally to actually be in love with someone, and even then it’s still a choice. That is why LOVE is a form of Choice, NOT Nature and a lot of people just chose not to love. I’m still the same person that I’ve always been, I never change only grow wiser. Right now, I’m NOT looking to Love anyone or be Loved, because I’m selfishly in Love with myself because it’s the one relationship that I’m sure will NEVER end.
Taking a Chance on Love!
So at this point I think I might have found somebody good enough to take me off the market and that means no more crazy stories about my life. He's a sexy lil dude from my home town Chicago. We just started dating and he's already claiming me lol. But I don't mind it at all I just hope he can handle a lil dude like me. I'm just so fuckin tired of seeing the same dudes and getting hit on by the same people and rejecting the same lame ass crowd of guys who all have nothing to offer but they ass. I only want and need one good ass dude. He's 29 so thats a plus he has his head on straight and thats a plus, he can hold a conversation another plus. He's 5'9" got a nice ass body light skinned and is a Sagittarius. Me being a Pisces we make a good match. Hopefully he can show me what this thing everybody calls "real love" is it's something I have never felt. Because I'm over this lust bullshit... We have both been single for a long time and I guess thats why we connect so well... I still have a lot to learn and I hope he can teach me... Wish Me Luck! Oh and I almost forgot to mention he is a music producer... I'm searching for real love and think I may have found it in Him!
(I Hope) - Peace!
Lesson Learned
Yo so I finally met the older kat that I was feeling for years. He was a bottom and had a perfect body you know how the older dudes be. We talked on and off for years then one night I guess the moment was right. So he came and scooped me up. Me think we was going back to his crib this dude had to sneak me into my brother house and we had to be quit. LMFAO! A grown as man in his 30's sneaking dudes into his brother house. This dude was lame as fuck he luck he was sexy. But I didn't even want to fuck him so we just watched the Spider Man movie. Then he asked to suck my dick. Denied lol. He asked he I wanted to fuck I said no. Then he asked if he could grind on my dick. I told him that was cool. So this dude started to ride my dick and inch by inch my dick started to slide into this dude (raw). I told him to get the fuck off my dick. He tried to play sayin, "It's not goin in" I kept telling him to get the fuck off of me or grab a rubber. He kept saying its not going in. Then it started to get wet as fuck. I got mad as hell and told him to get off he because this shit aint right you getting a little to wet. This nigga tried to say that it was my dick that was getting wet. I threw his ass off me and looked down at my dick.... Man my dick was bloody as fuck this dude bleed all over my dick. I snapped on his ass and told him to grab a towel this bitch ass dude had the nerve to grab a face towel I was about to know his ass out and told him that his ass better not have HIV while his nasty ass was trying to ride my dick knowing that he couldn't take it. But with a body like his I thought he could I was wrong. Then he went and got a bigger towel. I whipped that shit off me and told him to take me home. Man I was so pissed I took three showers when I got home and put bleach in the tub. Lesson learned don't let dudes older then 30 ride yo dick... LMAO! A uneducated lame! (The Picture is a picture of his body!)
Never Burn Bridges!
So I have this sexy lil shorty I use to date from New York City right... The good things is that he's a bottom, Jamaican, a older guy and he got all his shit together. The only problem that I had with him was the distance and the fact that I couldn't understand half the shit that came out of his mouth because of his accent (lol) and it really pissed me off. My boy has been doing some serious modeling and is getting his face out there all over the east coast. Usually I'm kind of slow on thinking of the advantages of having a dude like this on my team but then I realized. Since I'm going to me moving to New York when I finish school to look into becoming a model why not take advantage and keep him around. Plus I know that without a doubt he would be willing to put me on. (He calls it Love I call it Lust). But then again I am a really good dude when you get to know me. I just don't like to show people my good side, people usually only get to meet my bad (LOL). It will make my modeling career much easier.
SN: Just remember even if you stop talking to somebody never burn that bridge. I'm really looking forward to my future now that I know my next step.
Why Me?
Whats up with this.. it seems that mostly every dude that come at me is in porn or has done porn. I mean almost every dude that wants me. I don't know how to feel about that, why do they keep approaching me. Doing porn is something that ever dude thinks about and when you see a porn you always wish you was the person in the pron and you want to meet them. But when you do meet them the fantasy that you had about that person dies. They become common to you and you think "Oh I met him already," and you move on. I don't really have a lust to met, date or fuck any porn "stars" because I've seen so much porn they all look the same to me... its nothing new to me. Then most of em are actuly gay as hell, it's funny. Thats what really ruins the fantasy then you realize that, that fantasy is just that... a fantasy.
Suck my Dick, Eat my Ass and Suck my Toes!
So a few days ago I met up with this dude, he came over with some baby oil saying that he just wanted to give me a body message. So I said ok. He came over and I told him that I didn't want a massage. He said, "What do I want then?" Anything... LMAO! I told him I wanted him to suck my dick, eat my ass and suck my toes. LOL... and he did just what I told him to HA HA HA... he sucked my dick for 10 mins, ate my ass for a good 30 minutes and sucked my toes... After about a hour I told him "I couldn't take anymore!" and told him to leave. I just wanted to see if he would do it... I didn't think it would be that easy...LOL!
UGLY AS FUCK
Man so one night a late night I got online (A4A) to see if I could find something to get into (somebody to fuck). When I came across this dude I had talked to a few times but never met. He asked if I wanted to get up and fuck I said yeah. Gave him my address and number so he could come and call me if he got lost. Now I don't do shit like this because I don't like to just fuck random dudes I don't know. But you know how it is when you get horny as fuck. I never met the dude before. One because he didn't have a face picture and Two because Milwaukee dudes be reckless. (UGLY AS FUCK). I should have went with my gut because dude ass came over to my apartment. Called me to tell me he was here. I peeked out the door down the hall and from a distance.... Man dude ass was so motherfuckin UGHHHH I can't explain how ugly his ass was. I rejected his before he made it to my door. LMAO! I said "I thought was light skinned you NOT my type." and closed the door. LMFAO!!! after that a few weeks later he had the fuckin never to upload a face picture. the picture above is a picture of his ugly ass. WTF was he thinking I WASN'T horny after seeing his face. I had a good ass laugh called my friend to tell him how fucking ugly dude ass really was and fell a sleep. I'm never that horny to fuck anybody oh and I'm NOT meeting anybody off A4A in Milwaukee again. JUST LOOK AT ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE!!!
BIG DICK BOTTOMS!
Dating somebody who has been with a porn star... Well in some cases it's ok. But in my case it isn't! See this dude I'm talking to sexy as fuck but the problem is that he has been with a porn star. But not just any porn star he was with "Castro." If you've seen a gay porn then you know who Castro is. I'm a Top and although Castro can't fuck as good as I can, the nigga got a fat ass dick! So if my dude was with Castro and Castro was fuckin him what the fuck can I do??? My dick aint that got damn thick WTF! Do he got walls after fuckin wih him, can he feel something after fuckin with him! that was a rhetorocal question because I dont give a fuck. Why the fuck is he fucking with me anyways? I know I'm sexy but he sexy too plus he live in New York City, I'm nowhere near or around this dude for me to be talking to him I think it's a waste of time. Fuckin a dude who has been fucked by a dude you got a dick as thick as my wrist is a waste of time! and I right?
YOU AIN'T GOTTA LIE TO KICK IT
So today I met this guy I was interested in hoping that he would be a cool dude to smoke with. He came over looking like the typical Milwaukee faggot with a twist LMAO! I could tell he was gay as hell but I wanted a lil smoke buddy. We lit up and smoked and chilled watching Scare Tactics then switched to some porn, I love porn. I'm looking at this dude thinking now I can catch his ass now that he tweaking. We watched a flick with this dude that had his dick pierced I mentioned how I though that shit was nasty. Then he came out quick telling me how he had this tongue, eyebrow, lip, bellybutton, nipples and dick pierced.. WTF!!! I asked his ass "why the fuck he do all that gay shit!" He said "I was in a lot of pain at the time so I wanted to hurt myself... but I don't have em no mo!" I just looked at his ass like Yeah this nigga Gay as Hell" All I'm saying is you ain't gotta Lie to Kick It!
DATING SOMEONE IN PORN
So it's a guy that I have been talking to for a year now on and off from Detroit. When I first talked to him it was off of BGC... Now the thing is that when he hit me up and I looked at his pictures. They were all tagged with"Thug Seduction!" So I assumed that it was a fake profile! But I talked to him anyways because the dude was sexy as fuck he was my hight and he was a bottom with a bubble booty from what I would see in the pictures he had. He dropped me his number and told me to call him; this was all a year ago. A week later I finial decided to call him he sounded sexy as fuck over the phone, his voice got my dick on hard. I started thinking shid I don't give a fuck if he do porn I'mma dick his sexy ass down way better then any of them niggas with a ass like that!!! (Think I'm playin')
So I checked out Thug Seduction to see that the site was all about, Seemed kind of weak to me! I really wasn't that interested in him because he stayed to far for me to dick his ass down like I wanted so we both just let it pass and slowly lost contact. About a year passed when I decided to go through and delete all of my unwanted facebook friend requests that I didn't want when I came across his request. My dick get on hard every time I see this dude I could really be with him! I approved his request but I didn't hit him up I decided that if he wanted to talk to me that he would see that I approved his request and that he would hit me up... and he did!
"Hay Sexy" was his first message, we flirted back and forth for a little while then he gave me his number again and told me to call him. I called him later that night and we had "small talk!" I hate small talk I always have a lot to say his he never seemed to have anything to talk about, which was bull shit everybody always has something to talk about! that was the reason why we stopped talking the first time and I could see where it was going to lead this time.
So we talked on and off every other day and I was really falling for this dude but the fact that he did porn was getting to me. I'm not there to fuck his so he could easily get getting dick from somebody else. He a sexy as bottom and he a nigga at that. I couldn't stake my claim so I was mad when I didn't hear from him. All it takes is for me to give him the dick one time and his ass would act right! and if you think dick don't hold power you wrong. My dick gets the job done and works overtime on that ass!
Little by little I stopped trusting him and what he said. Always promising to call me later and never doing it, thats a problem for me. Don't make promises you know you won't keep. H just kept giving me reasons to drop his ass and I did. He came back asking what was wrong knowing why I was pissed. I let him know what was on my mind and he said he would change. You know how it goes they change for a day then go back to doing the same shit and thats just what he did. I knew this shit was over, but I decided to stay a little longer because like I said I was falling for this dude. I finally got through to him he started to open up and tell me what was wrong and why he felt he couldn't open up to anybody. that was the first step, the second step was convincing him to let me talk to him momma since I couldn't meet her. He said no the first time. Bit the second time she asked to speak to me. I always good with winning a moms approval. I won her over in a quick five minute conversation.
Slowly convincing him that I was the man he needs in his life. BUT... he fell right back into the stand off mode this time I was pissed, I felt he was playing a game so I dropped his ass like a hot plate a dissed him on facebook and that was the end on it... so I thought!
I was cruising some porn and came across, yep... One of his porns, so I decided to look at it and to my surprise it was another weak ass porn. I laughed when I realized that he was getting fucked by bottoms and they looked like they didn't use their dicks; They didn't even fuck him! I doped him a text asking "Whats up with you and these weak ass porns getting fucked by bottoms?.. I would of dicked yo ass down!" Instead of replying to the text he called me and asked "why was I mad?" I told him that "we not on the same page and you wasting my time." He tried to convince me that he wasn't but by that time I felt that it was already over. Later that week I signed on to facebook and saw his status update "I think I found true Love this time it's for real." Well I had dismissed his ass so I knew he couldn't of been talking about me! So I just deleted him from my friends list and blocked him. You can't turn a hoe in to a house wife!
He still my baby though and when I see him I'm be sure to Dick his sexy ass down!
Question to you: You think he was a hoe, or do you think he was just playing had to get, or just wasting time?
(The picture is a picture of his sexy ass!)
FAGGOTS WITH DREAD LOCKS
So this dude came over my house right he look like who could be sexy in his picture. Tell me why this nigga had a lil fro with TWO braids!!!! this motherfucka had the nerve to tell me that he was growin' his hair out to get dread locks.... Save it plus he looked sloppy as hell! How the fuck can you meet somebody for the first time looking like yo ass live on the streets.. . the moterfucka was talking nasty as fuck about fucking raw and shit I told his ass he had to go... This dude left then came back and asked me for some money to get "home!" (notice I put home in quotations) Look if yo ass made yo way to my house on yo own you need to make yo way back on yo own! Nigga you got feet I said the closed the door! LMAO
Same Shit Different Day!!!
So today I met this guy that I thought was around my age 23 and in college and had goals. He came over to my house not looking anything like the picture I saw... (I can't stand liars.) this dude looked old as fuck. BUT I just played along with the punks ass dude. But that was just because he had some weed. LMAO! and shid I wanted to smoke. After we finished the blunt I asked him why the fuck did he lie! He tried to make excuses saying that the picture was a picture of his cousin... I DON'T GIVE NO FUCK I WANTED TO TAKE TO THE NIGGA IN THE PICTURE NOT SOME OLD ASS FAGGOT. I smoked his weed then threw his old lame ass outta my house. I'm done with faggots I swear... But he did have some good ass weed though, LOL!!!
FAT PEOPLE AND THE LIES THEY TELL!!!
So tonight I finally met this dude who I've been talking to on and off for the last year for the first time right! This Bitch profile say "Athletic" this bitch ass nigga was, FAT THEN A BITCH!!! Nah I didn't fuck his fat sloppy ass I just "politely" let his fat ass know that I was not interested... Got damn am I the only person online that tells the truth???
IT'S JUST FOREPLAY
So last night I had this dude over my house off A4A right, he looked ok for a 33 yr old. But he acted like he didnt know what to do! He just stood there like a lame I had to tell him to take his clothes off and to get in the bed... His body looked like ... LMFAO!
But I was horny and said fuck it, he asked me what I wanted to do. I told him I fuck but I don't get fucked and he said he didn't get fucked! (Damn not this shit again) He mentioned "jackin off" I don't jack off! I didn't want to waste my time trying to flip this dude, plus I didn't want to fuck him anyways. So I decided that I would test my foreplay skills. I told him I wanted him to eat my ass; he hesitated at first saying that he "only eats it if he gets to fuck it." But he just eat it and he did a good ass job to. I told his to smack my ass and make it "pop" and he did. he got into it. eating, licking sucking and fucking my asshole with his tongue. Shid I think he was loving it more then me. I was throwing my ass back in his face and he ate me out for a good 20 minutes before I told him to stop. He asked what I wanted to do!? I told him I bet I could him cum with my thighs!!!
He looked at me like Yeah Fuckin' Right! but he agreed... I grabbed the lube and pored some between my tights and gave the bottle to him so he could put some on his dick. He was 7 inches cut... (lil dick ass) I laid ob my back and he got on top putting his dick between my thighs and slowly grinding until his dick was between my thighs I gripped his dick tight as hell and he started to fuck me harder and harder between my thighs. I was squeezing and gripping his dick locking it between my thighs I could feel that his shit was on brick. He was going hard I told his to do some long deep strokes like he was really fucking a ass. "He was shocked of how good it was feeling saying "Damn this shit feel good as hell it feels just like a ass" He just kept moaning "yes, hell yes!!!"
He fucked me between my thighs for about 15 minutes before he couldn't hold back from cumming. This dude busted a big ass nut all between my thighs. "WOW!" he said when he looked and saw how much he had nutted. He was shocked. "I told you I could make you cum with my thighs" I said. "Hell yeah and I nutted a lot!" "It's called a orgasm" I said. He just shook his head he was speechless. "I just wanted to see if I still had them skills at foreplay" He said "yeah you got some skills.. we gon' have to go a round two!" "Yeah.. Right" I said sarcastically!
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