Taking a Chance on Love!

So at this point I think I might have found somebody good enough to take me off the market and that means no more crazy stories about my life. He's a sexy lil dude from my home town Chicago. We just started dating and he's already claiming me lol. But I don't mind it at all I just hope he can handle a lil dude like me. I'm just so fuckin tired of seeing the same dudes and getting hit on by the same people and rejecting the same lame ass crowd of guys who all have nothing to offer but they ass. I only want and need one good ass dude. He's 29 so thats a plus he has his head on straight and thats a plus, he can hold a conversation another plus. He's 5'9" got a nice ass body light skinned and is a Sagittarius. Me being a Pisces we make a good match. Hopefully he can show me what this thing everybody calls "real love" is it's something I have never felt. Because I'm over this lust bullshit... We have both been single for a long time and I guess thats why we connect so well... I still have a lot to learn and I hope he can teach me... Wish Me Luck! Oh and I almost forgot to mention he is a music producer... I'm searching for real love and  think I may have found it in Him! 

(I Hope)  - Peace!

Lesson Learned

Yo so I finally met the older kat that I was feeling for years. He was a bottom and had a perfect body you know how the older dudes be. We talked on and off for years then one night I guess the moment was right. So he came and scooped me up. Me think we was going back to his crib this dude had to sneak me into my brother house and we had to be quit. LMFAO! A grown as man in his 30's sneaking dudes into his brother house. This dude was lame as fuck he luck he was sexy. But I didn't even want to fuck him so we just watched the Spider Man movie. Then he asked to suck my dick. Denied lol. He asked he I wanted to fuck I said no. Then he asked if he could grind on my dick. I told him that was cool. So this dude started to ride my dick and inch by inch my dick started to slide into this dude (raw). I told him to get the fuck off my dick. He tried to play sayin, "It's not goin in" I kept telling him to get the fuck off of me or grab a rubber. He kept saying its not going in. Then it started to get wet as fuck. I got mad as hell and told him to get off he because this shit aint right you getting a little to wet. This nigga tried to say that it was my dick that was getting wet. I threw his ass off me and looked down at my dick.... Man my dick was bloody as fuck this dude bleed all over my dick. I snapped on his ass and told him to grab a towel this bitch ass dude had the nerve to grab a face towel I was about to know his ass out and told him that his ass better not have HIV while his nasty ass was trying to ride my dick knowing that he couldn't take it. But with a body like his I thought he could I was wrong. Then he went and got a bigger towel. I whipped that shit off me and told him to take me home. Man I was so pissed I took three showers when I got home and put bleach in the tub. Lesson learned don't let dudes older then 30 ride yo dick... LMAO! A uneducated lame! (The Picture is a picture of his body!)

Never Burn Bridges!

So I have this sexy lil shorty I use to date from New York City right... The good things is that he's a bottom, Jamaican, a older guy and he got all his shit together. The only problem that I had with him was the distance and the fact that I couldn't understand half the shit that came out of his mouth because of his accent (lol) and it really pissed me off. My boy has been doing some serious modeling and is getting his face out there all over the east coast. Usually I'm kind of slow on thinking of the advantages of having a dude like this on my team but then I realized. Since I'm going to me moving to New York when I finish school to look into becoming a model why not take advantage and keep him around. Plus I know that without a doubt he would be willing to put me on. (He calls it Love I call it Lust). But then again I am a really good dude when you get to know me. I just don't like to show people my good side, people usually only get to meet my bad (LOL). It will make my modeling career much easier.

SN: Just remember even if you stop talking to somebody never burn that bridge. I'm really looking forward to my future now that I know my next step.

Why Me?

Whats up with this.. it seems that mostly every dude that come at me is in porn or has done porn. I mean almost every dude that wants me. I don't know how to feel about that, why do they keep approaching me. Doing porn is something that ever dude thinks about and when you see a porn you always wish you was the person in the pron and you want to meet them. But when you do meet them the fantasy that you had about that person dies. They become common to you and you think "Oh I met him already," and you move on. I don't really have a lust to met, date or fuck any porn "stars" because I've seen so much porn they all look the same to me... its nothing new to me. Then most of em are actuly gay as hell, it's funny. Thats what really ruins the fantasy then you realize that, that fantasy is just that... a fantasy.