I NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE SO HARD TO BE FAITHFUL..

ITS HARD TO BE FAITHFUL TO A DUDE WHO CAN'T SATISFY YOU... I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP NOW HAVE BEEN FOR ABOUT A MONTH... WE'VE CHILLED AND DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER FOR THE LAST FOUR WEEKENDS... WENT OUT, COOKED TOGETHER, WATCHED MOVIES TOGETHER AND ALL... AND HAD SEX ABOUT 4 TIMES.. I'VE MADE HIM CUM AT LEAST 12 TIMES ALL OFF FOREPLAY, EAT HIS ASS, SUCK HIS TOES I DO IT ALL.... BUT I HAVEN'T EVEN BUST ONE NUT... IT'S GETTING REAL HARD FOR ME TO BE FAITHFUL TO HIM. HE A SEXY LIL DUDE WITH A BANGIN BODY A FAT ASS AND ALL BUT I'M NOT GETTING WHAT I NEED FROM HIM. HE KNOWS IT BECAUSE I'VE TOLD HIM BUT NOTHING HAS CHANGED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DON'T WANT TO BREAK UP WITH HIM BECAUSE IT'S NOTHING ELSE OUT THERE REALLY WORTH MY TIME IN THE CITY I LIVE IN BUT I FIND MYSELF LOOKING AND FLIRTING WITH OTHER DUDES AND GIRLS ALL THE TIME. TO ME IT IS WHAT IT IS AND IF I DO FIND SOMEBODY THAT CAN SATISFY ME I WILL WITHOUT A DOUBT CHEAT ON HIM BUT I'M TRYING TO HANG IN THERE FOR AS LONG AS I CAN BECAUSE WE'VE GOTTEN SO CLOSE THAT WE HAVE FALLING FOR EACH OTHER... I NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE SO HARD TO BE FAITHFUL... WHAT DO YOU THINK?